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Sunday, May 30, 2010

almost got into an accident....first tym ever

i was in the car n my mum was driving... on the highway road... and the rain was hell heavy...my mum dun run fast... then we were on the roaad where there r lots of water... my mum slowed down bu the car beside drive very near to us... my mum's steering turn right to avoid that car and due to slippery road, the car when too right,,, on the right side there are the metal dividing... as i saw the car almost hit the metal, my mum turn left again... tat juz happened in a second... n tat moment..i felt like my heart is gonna jump out from my body..really scary... the first tym in my whole life....

Thursday, May 27, 2010

sigh

sometym...time really past so slow~~~very very very bored....sometym dun noe wat to blog... well..here's one junk blog....wat m i gonna blog bout this tym then....juz a short one then....juz keep dotting then....i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...i'm bored...haiz...............................

Sunday, May 09, 2010

Its may the ninth..

Yes.. Officially 9th may.. Its mother's day today.. But i'm stil thinking what to give to my mum..mayb wil decide later on? Huh its getting me headache.. Hehe..

Hundreds and Thousands of memories came flash by.. All those big and little moment tat me and my mum shared, i'll owes remember.. That is my most precious memory that she've given me..

My mum.. She's 46 this year.. And her body has getting weaker these days.. I really wan2 help her.. And i wan2 share that painfullness with her..

I tried my everything to let her happy.. Bcoz i like her smile.. Just like in the fairy tales.. That warm smile that just brightened up my heart.. That's my mum..

I never want my mum to be sad for my stuff.. And i learned and tried to be the best daughter, so that she could be proud of me.. But what i always did, is just trouble..

Sometimes i felt guilty.. I screamed at my mum just because of small matter.. And my heart really hurt.. I know i shouldn't do it.. But i did.. I'm sorry mum.. I'm sorry..

I didn't listen to u and i always fight with the lil one.. I'm sorry.. I should listen to u and let tat lil brat aside.. I could always ignore her.. But i just like to fight with her.. And i myself also don know why..

One more thing.. I know you always say stuff to me.. And that's for my own good.. But i seldom listen to your advise.. And i end up hurting myself and that guy.. I'm sorry.. Mum.. I should have listen to u..

So many big and little stuff.. That had happened for the past 19years.. How difficult you've bring me up to a young gal like this.. Its not an easy task.. Mum.. You've 5children.. And each and every of them, are almost the same age.. And each and every of them caused u so much troubles..

I, as the eldest one.. I should be their model, and show them what's right and what's wrong.. But i didn't.. I only wil cause u more and more headache..

I stil remember.. When i'm in primary school.. I don copy my notes and my note book is always blank.. My teacher went and find u.. And then u sit outside the classroom and helped me copy my notes and my notebook.. That tym i don know how to think.. Everything just mamy.. Help me.. But i never think that do u know that or not.. And time pass.. U told me that.. U learn my work together with me that tym.. My heart so painful.. Every other children's mum don do that.. Just my mum.. And i'm just that stupid to repeat it again and again..

When i think bout that, even until now.. I stil cried non stop.. Bcoz i know.. Mum, i always owe you.. No matter how old i'm.. I stil owe you.. I cant repay all those time and knowledge that you gave me.. But i'll show filial obedient to you. I'll be good.. Mum.. I promise.. I wont let u worry me again.. I promise i'll be good.. Thank u mum.. For all those time that we've been together.. That is my best memory ever.. I love u mum.. Happy mother's day..